i have to start this on monday. have to.
I restart HSGD and working out.
Any bitch who tries to stop me, including myself, dies.
Intake/37 Day Christmas weight Loss
Decent. ~1000 I would say?
Day 14: What is your current weight?
Don’t know, I’ll check on Monday.
Synopsis of life: Sucks? That word works.
Okay, so I went over 800/900 calories again today… I really need to stop feeling guilty, stop myself from falling in, stop myself from trying to make my parents feel better.
This is my body, okay. No one can mess with it but me.
I think it’s time I learned that and let my parents know.
As for the HSGD, I think I’ll restart it next week. It’ll correlate with when I start working out again. I need to start working out again (especially since my school has a scale right there and mine is broken and never-to-be-fixed).
This week, I’ll just try not to go over 1500 calories and try not to inhale a whole bunch of fat.
HSGD Day 2: Nov. 22, 2011
Too horrible to think about.
Let’s just say I went over 800/900…..
Tomorrow’s definitely going to be an 800-cal day. And I’m going to have switch around days to compensate \:
HSGD (again): Day 1
HSGD Day 1. I think it’s pretty good since the Total for today was 900
I think I’m switching around Tuesday (800) and Wednesday’s (900) caloric intake because there’s pizza for school tomorrow :3
It honestly all depends on how it works. If I hit below 800 (like I did today), I’ll follow through with 800 and do 900 wednesday. If I go above 800, then I’ll do 800 on Wednesday.
Getting back on track, yuh :)
May 22, 2011
Oh god, intake was sucky. I know it’s been a while since I actually posted my intake and that’s why I think my life is getting so ugh -.- I had gotten used to eating 800 in a day but I’ve crawled back up to the 1,000 mark. I know it’s healthy for me, yadda yadda yadda but I like feeling like my stomach isn’t full. And right now, my stomach feels full and fat. I can feel the fat just sitting there on my thighs, on my stomach, laughing at me because I wasn’t able to finish weight loss the entire way.
Which is why I am officially starting HSGD today. I have to remember because last week I completely forgot and ate myself into a stupor. I also have to restart going to the gym. My exercise buddy doesn’t seem to want to exercise and I don’t have earphones so I would be totally bored at the gym but I can’t let something as inconvenient as a FRIEND get in the way of my happiness. If I want a killer stomach and killer thighs, I have to work for it.
That being said, my intake today was sucky -.- Using www.loseit.com, I found out that my intake was 149 calories above my budget (1,216) of losing 1.5 lbs per week. Oh gosh, I’m a terrible person >.<
This is also my last week of ballet and next week’s the LAST week of school.
I’m really happy because this means I can start running over the summer but my parents don’t seem to want to let me out of the house by myself. I can take care of myself, thank you. And since I use the school gym, I’m going to have to beg my mom for her keys to the gym in the community where I live but my mom’s told me half of the crap doesn’t even work. Hopefully the treadmill does.
Okay so in conclusion, tomorrow’s HSGD. Gotta go do 50 jumping jacks now, 10 hip bridges, some leg exercise thingies and knee to elbow crunches. Love you all!
May 9, 2011
Intake: 1038 cals
Outtake: 407 cals
Total: 631 cals
Exercise and calorie wise, I’m satisfied. I had a cheese stick though and I know cheese sticks are SO bad for you. I also broke my no-juice thing (had a diet coke).
My day was pretty much so shitty and I’ll explain more in a personal post.
May 8, 2011
Intake: 950 cals
Outtake: 0 cals
Merp, I don’t exercise on the weekends anymore. I should get back to doing thigh-toning videos. Not bad, but I bread-and-buttered again today. Oh geez.
May 7, 2011
Intake: 846 cals
Outtake: 0 cals
Total: 846 cals
Not that bad, but I piled on the carbs and fat (bread w/ butter). Agh, I’m such a fatass on the weekends (not calorie-wise but healthy-wise).